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 Finally, i got the chance to online. Waiting for this for so long. I get disconnected with the world outside for i think 3days. I can't online for this few days. Hostel wi-fi is disconnected and my stupid lousy broadband is not functioning too. Gosh! Damn it. I had tried this feeling for thousand of time but it still works to frustrate me. I'm just watching drama again and again for this continuous days. Sometimes i even get bad mood as i'm really just too bored and got nothing to do. I just want to online and update my blog, but its doesn't allow me to do so. Why can't my hostel just give us a better infrastructure. I want a better wi-fi. I want a stable one but they are just too stingy. Its impossible for them to offer me this. I'll get busy really soon. So far, I knew i got 2 individual assignments and 1 mid-term test which both of them will be held of week 5 and its end of week 2 now. So, i just left 2weeks like 14days to settle everything. Hope there will not be others assignment coming to me on week 5. I'll just commit suicide in front of the teacher. All the subjects drive me crazy. They are too tough and heavy. Everything come in sudden and due at the same time make me breathless. There are too many things happen around. I don't know is it me over sensitive or what they are doing is just too over for me. Its last semester for all my friends, i thought we could just communicate and gather together, appreciate this relationship for the one last time, but you all are just fed me up. I thought you all will changed after past lesson, but you didn't. You are just like thinking i'm always be there whenever you want me and you can just dump me aside when you feel like i'm no longer having the ability to help you all or give you any idea. Ya, i understand, society is just so realistic. When you treat someone good, is just because she/he could give something you want to you. You won't just simply treat someone good without reason. I learnt to be so realistic and ungrateful at the moment i step into this college. The moment i know and see it clearly how people treat the other based on their purpose. I get so shocked and i learnt everything in order to protect myself. Sometimes i just feel like i'm just the one same as them, actually i'm just doing the same things like them. Nothing better just i'm just not too much like them. I will still care on the feeling of people and not to do until it is too over. I'm still able to control myself. But you all are just not. Ya, our world is just too different. You all taught me a lots in this 2 years. Thanks. I'm growing stronger and stronger now. Oh ya, my pretty one is going to continue her study at Kampar tomorrow. Hmm.. the second time for her to leave her home and stay somewhere else. I know you are afraid of everything, i know you will miss your home, i know you will feel helpless when you are first there. Is okay sweety, give me a call every time you feel helpless and need someone to talk to. I'm ready to be there. Good luck to you and all the best. You will learn a lots of things start from tomorrow :) Your journey will be very colorful and wonderful paint with your University life. Enjoyed it when you have the chance to try it. Things doesn't come so easily to you, grab every chances and perform it as good as you can. I know you can do it well, i trust you. Take care. 
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Call me , I'm just a simple girl who wishes for a happy and memorable life.
I just don't know how to communicate with people, hard to express my feelings well,feelings especially on those sadness is always stuck in my heart,
wish to say it out but i don't even know how to start the story. I'm a people who has double personality.
I'm lack of sense of security, feeling afraid when i was alone.
A simpe smile from whoever i meet will brought me happiness, i just need a smile from whoever you are,
I just wish to bring happiness to all of my friends, but things always change complicated when i start thinking simple.
So, here i'm, the place where i will always be,no matter i'm happy,sorrow,fed up..i will tick down as the memories of my life,find my soul here if you get it.
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