Un-appreciated

September

2011-09-03T12:14:00.000+08:00

Its September now! I have not blogging for like 2 months? or 3? Hmm...is really not in the mood to blog.
The last post is all about my busy weeks for the last semester.
That's just week 4 but now everything comes to the end. Its over, passed the 14 weeks.
I had complete all those assignments, mid-term, presentation, discussion and even my final.
Tough time is passed! I'm graduate. Yea, GRADUATE!

Times fly, I've been there for 2 years and 4 months.
From the first moment, i knew my new classmates and we are not close to one another till today, we are missing one another and feel sad to leave.
I do really miss them, i want to continue my study with them but not the new one.
But no one could help me, the facts that they are leaving. There are just few of us staying to continue our study there.

Can't imagine how am i going to stick and join the new group. I can't imagine and also not dare to think about it now. All i going to do is just enjoy myself to the max during this 3 weeks holiday.
I hope everything will be okay after i start my class.
God bless me please :)

Exhausted

2011-06-04T12:34:00.000+08:00

I wrote down all my "to-do-things" for the next 5 weeks yesterday and you know what i found???

i found out that i got 4 assignments have to pass up and 4 mid-term have to sit for. WTH! how am i going to cope with this? I'm really so busy so so so busy. But i don't know what i'm busying with. *slap me!

Its end of week 4 now, 5 more weeks to go. So, i said, I hate JUNE! JUNE makes me freaking busy and freaking stress!

Between, i'm quite moody now. I miss my parents so much. Really so much. I'm so lonely in the hostel right now. ~~Got no one accompany me, Got no one to talk with, Got no one that i can hug, Got no one that could spent my day with, Got no one who can really understand my feelings.~~

Actually, i don't know what i'm writing, just simply try to reduce my boredom.

I had done listing out my job and task for today. I got 4 mission today.

~~1) Wash my cloths~~

2) Find out info about my ISMM assignments (2 points needed to be find)

3) Complete my SM assignment draft which have to hand up on Monday

4) Find info about NIKE pricing strategy and the life cycle of them.

It's 12.30pm now and i'd complete the first task and half of the second task. Yet, i'm so lazy to continue the following task. I'm so moody right now. Will try to complete them when i'm really energetic and motivate.

p/s: i just find out something, this really bring my mood down down down! Really down! I Hate You! I mean it! I hate people ignoring me and the point is you have your responsibility to help us but you didn't. Give me an answer even if it is NO, give me a reply but not ignoring me! BASTARD!

Outing on Sunday

2011-05-31T22:02:00.001+08:00

Went out at the Sunday to ask for the Yes plan provided. Decided to ask it at lowyat.
Reach there at around 11.30/12? i couldn't really remember it. Then bought movie tickets, plan to watch Pirates of the Caribbean. Luckily we are still able to get the tickets. Many of the other showtimes is sold off or selling fast and some even left the first row of the seats. I will never ever sit at the first row to have my movie, i will die of dizziness and my neck will probably broke into two. Ouch! So, we manage to get the, hmm..quite nice seats. Movie showtime, 5.30pm. Grr...what to do in between this gap.

After we bought the movie tickets we headed to lowyat to ask about the Yes, my cousin sign up for the RM68 plan. Hmm..actually i feel to get myself one too as my maxis broadband if not really functioning well. She was those emotion type, she only allowed me to online when she feels happy and when she was down, she will just disconnect me for hundred million times. Sick of it. But i'm now here to praise her as she was so adorable, cute, lovable in this few days, cos i'm able to online anytime i want. Omg! Amazing, never experience this before. Fantabulous.

Next, headed back to time square to have our brunch. Sushi King is the first choice. Yum Yum Yum! Oh ya, Sushi King has their new menu, is it still consider new when i say this? or i'm just outdated for so long? hope its not. I just realize everything is new when i went there on Sunday. Sorry if i were late :( We purposely stay there for longer to spend our time as it is just too early for us to leave. Got no where to go and nothing to do.

Then, then....then...................... i did something wrong again :( Really sorry :( I'm uncontrollable.

i spent again...Hahahaha!. I bought 2 pants from Voir as they are having sales, 50% off. So, i'm crazy again. I bought the same one as the one i bought previously. Previously i bought the black one and now i bought the grey one and the milky color one. Got my size this time. Aha!

Then................................................. when we walk around i saw Polo Haus is having sales too :(
So, i think you can guess what i did again. But this time situation goes in different way.
I spot the shirt i dream for so long in on sales! 50% off! so how can i let this chance go so easily? Right?
So....i get one for myself. hehe!

Madness toward this shirt..i'm crazy after it!

Okay! i swear i'm not going to step in to any shopping mall, oh no, i will not spent anything on fashion anymore for the future 3 months, kay? please :( i really wanted so badly to save money! Must Must Must Must get it this time. Bread for the next month. A MUST!

p/s: i had almost finish up my individual assignment, still some part left out. Soon will be done :) Yeah!

30.5.2011

2011-05-30T09:24:00.000+08:00

真的好庆幸自己没有一而再的把头往里头栽对于一切我真的很无言.
一开始总是以为结局是可以由自己改写, 但万万想不到我遇见的却不是平凡的你.
恶魔! 你的谎言我已受不了了. 真的越来越受不了男生! 到底是什么啊?? 可以如此的下贱, 一而再的在欺骗女人!

男人! 我操，凸!

NOPS

2011-05-27T22:31:00.005+08:00

Yeah, finally i get my product, i ordered it through online. NOPS, i bought the watermax aqua gel cream.

They are actually having a physical store at Sunway Pyramid, but its too far for me to reach there. Luckily they are providing online purchasing. Its easier for me to purchase it :) Super duper excellent customer services. I'll tell you how excellent they are at the end of the post.

Its recommended by some blogger, most of the preview said it is very good in moisturizing. Its really suit me as my skin is really soo soo sooooo dry. I need something to moisture it. I don't know is it works or not as i haven't start to use it yet. Just received it today. So happy and excited when i saw it. Yeepee.

Besides, they also provide me some tester. Oh yeah, but i still not dare to try it as i scare its not suitable for my skin and it turn worst. So, focus on my watermax first will be the better one :)

The information about each of the products, besides,spot the pink highlight???

They are soooo good as they highlight all the sample products they sent to me, so, i can read their function myself and i don't have to read through everyone and guessing which one is it.

Location of the outlet for NOPS :) Everything provided inside the parcel, excellent service.

About the excellent service they provided for me is that, as when i ordered this cream, they stated there will be a free mask given (i forget what the mask called, its something to do with firming). Then, after a day i paid them, they called me up and told me that the free mask is out of stock and they wish to replaced it with the other one which they said is much more better than the previous one as they are more benefits provided.

They purposely called me up and told me that they are going to replaced the out of stock mask with the other one and explain the benefits and function of each mask and compare them for me. Omg! in my heart, i think "Wow, their services is so damn good". Moreover, the day i bank in to them, i told them that i'm not able to attached the bank slip with my personal details in the mail as my USB connection is damage. I can't transfer the photo taken to my desktop. The one who called me up talk to her supervisor and ask whether it is necessary to attach the bank slip. She make everything clear to me.

I'll get back to this products again if the watermax is really good to me. I feel to get a toner and the other moisturizer from them next time. Good service always lead to repeat sales :) Haha! this is what i learnt in my marketing subject. :)

update on 29/5: i had used this products for twice and i could clearly see the difference from before to after. My skin previously is really dehydrate but now its so smooth and moisture. Most of all, i love the smell of it :) so nice and it won't be sticky after apply it. Love it so much.

Sick :'(

2011-05-26T13:00:00.001+08:00

Suffering from sick since yesterday night or maybe afternoon. I felt like something goes wrong with my body yesterday. Hmm.. hard to describe how it is, it just like something stuck at the throat of yours and the food you eat is like never ever digest. You will feel full even you didn't eat anythings.

What did i ate yesterday???
Breakfast : No, I didn't took any breakfast.
Brunch: Mc Chicken set. But i feel that the Mc Chicken is not same as the one i ordinary took. This is having much more mayonise compare to those previous one i took.
Tea: An orange.
Dinner: A fish, then tao-fu, and a dish of pork. We called it as 叫菜吃饭 in Chinese, shared among 4 peoples.

So, what's makes me feel so suffer and uncomfortable :(
Hmm, i think the major causes is the Mc Chicken burger, I can't take too many mayo sometimes, my tummy can't take it. I guess the burger cause me to be like this. Or is it because of i didn't took any breakfast and i'm facing gastric? Or is it the orange is not fresh anymore, or there is worms inside it? Or the fish i took at the dinner is not fresh? Or i ate anything that my tummy can't take it? Or is the weather too hot that cause me to feel uncomfortable? Or...so many or. I don't really know what the hell and which of the food cause me to become like this.

Every time when i took some foods that my tummy can't accept it, i will start to feel something stuck in my throat, then after a while, i start to feel a light dizzy and if i still didn't take any action towards it, I will straight away face serious dizzy which i will see everything turning and moving in front of me. Serious huh. So, sometimes when i knew i'm having the symptoms to face this (foods stuck at my throat/start feeling dizzy) i will try hard to vomit out everything i ate before this. See how pity i'm and i did this yesterday. I vomit everything i ate last night and its so suffer. Although i did this frequently but i still feel afraid when it comes to this.

But then, i didn't feel anything better after this. I still feel a light dizzy and there are still foods stucking in my throat. So, what did the tummy really want me to do? Can you just please tell me. I don't want to suffer this anymore. Please, i'm still having this symptoms now and i don't know whether should i take my lunch or not. Will i feel a more serious food stucking feeling after i take my lunch?? :( i don't know.

The weather nowadays is so damn hot. My baby, please drink more water and take care yourself. Make sure you are not going to fall sick. Take care huh :)

time to rest, cya.

Dissapear

2011-05-20T16:30:00.000+08:00

Finally, i got the chance to online. Waiting for this for so long.
I get disconnected with the world outside for i think 3days. I can't online for this few days.
Hostel wi-fi is disconnected and my stupid lousy broadband is not functioning too. Gosh! Damn it. I had tried this feeling for thousand of time but it still works to frustrate me. I'm just watching drama again and again for this continuous days. Sometimes i even get bad mood as i'm really just too bored and got nothing to do. I just want to online and update my blog, but its doesn't allow me to do so. Why can't my hostel just give us a better infrastructure. I want a better wi-fi. I want a stable one but they are just too stingy. Its impossible for them to offer me this.

I'll get busy really soon. So far, I knew i got 2 individual assignments and 1 mid-term test which both of them will be held of week 5 and its end of week 2 now. So, i just left 2weeks like 14days to settle everything. Hope there will not be others assignment coming to me on week 5. I'll just commit suicide in front of the teacher. All the subjects drive me crazy. They are too tough and heavy. Everything come in sudden and due at the same time make me breathless.

There are too many things happen around. I don't know is it me over sensitive or what they are doing is just too over for me. Its last semester for all my friends, i thought we could just communicate and gather together, appreciate this relationship for the one last time, but you all are just fed me up. I thought you all will changed after past lesson, but you didn't. You are just like thinking i'm always be there whenever you want me and you can just dump me aside when you feel like i'm no longer having the ability to help you all or give you any idea. Ya, i understand, society is just so realistic. When you treat someone good, is just because she/he could give something you want to you. You won't just simply treat someone good without reason. I learnt to be so realistic and ungrateful at the moment i step into this college. The moment i know and see it clearly how people treat the other based on their purpose. I get so shocked and i learnt everything in order to protect myself.

Sometimes i just feel like i'm just the one same as them, actually i'm just doing the same things like them. Nothing better just i'm just not too much like them. I will still care on the feeling of people and not to do until it is too over. I'm still able to control myself. But you all are just not. Ya, our world is just too different. You all taught me a lots in this 2 years. Thanks. I'm growing stronger and stronger now.

Oh ya, my pretty one is going to continue her study at Kampar tomorrow.
Hmm.. the second time for her to leave her home and stay somewhere else. I know you are afraid of everything, i know you will miss your home, i know you will feel helpless when you are first there. Is okay sweety, give me a call every time you feel helpless and need someone to talk to. I'm ready to be there. Good luck to you and all the best. You will learn a lots of things start from tomorrow :) Your journey will be very colorful and wonderful paint with your University life. Enjoyed it when you have the chance to try it.
Things doesn't come so easily to you, grab every chances and perform it as good as you can. I know you can do it well, i trust you. Take care.

First day of class

2011-05-17T00:35:00.001+08:00

Oh yeah, have my first day of class today. Classes started weeks ago, but i just simply skipped the class as there is only lecture conducted, attendance was taken but i tot this will not happen. My fault, never mind, i passed another weeks of free holiday. Teehee :) Who cares, i'll try to catch up everything as soon as possible, will try my best.

Depart from my house at i think 8.30pm to fetch my cousin. Have a talk there, sharp at 9pm we start our journey back to KL. Huh, reached KL at about 11.30pm. Really tiring and i'm so so so sleepy. Gotta clean up the room and unpack my stuffs. Right at that moment, i get so regret on carrying so much stuffs back from my house to my room. It was like shifting everything from one place to another. Redundant, but i like it. Haha!

Bring lots of things back, i got 4 packs of bag. Soooo heavy, but i'm still able to carry it to my room at 3rd floor. Argh! exhausted.

Started our cleaning session, the room is so dirty. full of dust. Once i stepped in, i just feel like, get me out of it! i dun wanna clean it. Both of our stuffs is just too much. We allocated them at the corridor and it took half the space of the corridor, before we located our things there, the corridor allowed 2 people to pass by in once, but after it, only one people could pass by once. Besides, its so hard to clean them each by each, imagine how tiring it is. Hate this room, coz it's too small and full loaded of our things. I had tried to remove lots of things that i felt useless but then, there still alots left. No doubt, girl things is always that much. Even how much you throw it, it still that much. Phew!

Clean clean clean, throw throw throw, mop mop mop, wipe wipe wipe. We were sweating like we are having our bath. Omg! Smelly, ish! fishy smell. Haha! Took a bath then get to the bed at 1.30am. Bling my eyes for seconds or i don't know how long it took, i fall into my dream land. I think i fall asleep at 2am and i got to wake up at 7am next day. 5 hours sleep is never gonna enough for me, i need at least 7 hours of sleep per day. If not i'll just feel strength-less at the next day.

Class start at 8am and ended at 9.30. What a boring class, the teacher is....hmmm...i think she tried her best to make us more active in the classroom, she wants us to ask question and answered her question. She wants us to talk more so that she could know whether we could understand the class well or not. I learnt something from her class which she said, "what is not yours will never be yours". Even you take something is not yours now and enjoyed it, but at the end you have to pay back what you took, sometimes even double up the consequences, so, dun greed on something not belong to your. Behave, just appreciate what you have.

Then we got a break like one and half hours, took my breakfast and chit chat with my classmates at the canteen. Sooo bored. Next class, International Marketing. This subject is just OMG! i don't even know what the hell is the lecturer talking about. All about foreign stuffs. Japan, European Union, ASEAN! blur @@.

Fishing in this class. After this we have another break like 2 hours. Nothing we can do, just hang out to Old Town. I'm so bored until i get bad mood. I hate this kind of life. Hanging around and waiting time to pass. Wasted my time and i hate waiting! Bored! Last class held from 3pm-4.30pm. Same! Boredom accompany me. Argh! I'm enough sleepy today added up with those teacher lousy entertainment skill and subject, this cause me to control myself so hard not to fall asleep in the class, i don't really able to pay attention and focus in the class. Keep day dreaming and fishing. Sigh!

Nothing special on my first day class. Only boredom is the very special one coz it make me moody.

I hate Monday.

So, tomorrow will be the holiday :) where you guys going??

I'm going to shop again. Can't wait for it. Last month for me to spent everything.

Phew, gonna really enjoy and remember this feelings :)

Last but not least, i miss my baby, baby do you miss mummy?? :(

I Love You

Time flies

2011-05-15T15:25:00.000+08:00

Its Sunday today, time flies really fast. Its come to the end of my semester holiday.
Passed my holiday for about 3 weeks. Relaxing and enjoying myself in this 3 weeks time.
But i got to suffer for assignments, test, homeworks and lots and lots of things that i don't like the day after today.
I hate assignments, i hate test, i hate homework, i think everyone hate it.
Besides, i hate my room, small and pack room with no air-condition, no fridge, no cooking facilities, no bath room, no everything.
Argh! i hate everything, i think i'm just putting myself in such a comfortable environment during this whole holiday.
Everyday having air-con accompany my noon, water heater with my night bath. Every things are so good.
Supper ready every time i need them. A drive will settle everything, its super convenience.
But......Everything change starts from tomorrow.

Haha! You could just simply ignore me in this post as i'm just venting out everything and i'll be okay after that. I'm always like this at the day before i went back to KL. Haha! unwilling la.. miss daddy and mommy ma..
and of course my baby shin chan. No more my hug at the night, he will cry of missing me. *slap me

There's still like 2 years + to go with this kind of life.
Hmm..i think i can stand it. I'm able to K.O them :)
let's fight together.

Gotta pack my things now.. super duper many stuffs. Argh!
Cya :)
see you at KL~

健康计划

2011-05-14T10:57:00.209+08:00

最近发现身子好像不太好了年纪越大身体越差的. 这可能是平时疏忽照顾自己吧.
少运动又多吃煎炸的食物, 而且在外读书吃的东西都是过渡油腻又多调味料.
食堂的食物全都超咸的, 吃多了害怕以后舌头会迟钝 :(
想起都鸡皮疙瘩了, 现在再想想那些食物的摸样, 心都寒了呢. 有种恶心的感觉. 但我也吃了两年了. ==
没办法, 我无法自己煮食物因为住的是宿舍所以得遵守他们的规矩. 加上自己也很懒惰. 哈哈!
所以都是忘了吧. 哈哈！

再加上我开始发现自己有发胖的迹象, 伤心透了. 谁叫我贪吃嘛. 什么都想吃的, 宵夜更逃不了了.
尤其是在深夜才想吃那些肥腻的食物, 好像KFC的cheesy wedges, secret recipe的蛋糕, 榴莲.
我的妈呀, 快崩溃了.
最后身形开始偏圆走去了, 所以我要开始我的健康计划了.

其实这也不是什么健康计划, 而且我也不知道这么做到底好不好, 但我心里总是觉得不错的. 哈哈！
不妨试试因为不觉得这一切会有什么坏处, 就算有坏处也应该不会是巨大的坏处吧. 保佑保佑!

我的计划如下::

*由于我个人真的不喜欢做运动除了瑜伽, 但我需要老师教导所以回到KL就没机会学了.
所以当我有空 + 我愿意, 哈哈! 我就回去游泳（但我不会游泳 :( ）

在KL时, 由于没有冰箱所以不是每个水果都可以买来吃, 而且要注意预算, 下个月开始我要实行我的地狱式存钱方案了, 势必成功!! 所以都会买些比较经济也比较不容易烂的水果。
我上网查了些资料, 最后选了几种水果.

1. 橙

我个人很喜欢橙, 因为它的气味很舒服, 香香的又好吃 :)

橙的营养价值::: 常吃可以防癌, 橙子中的维生素C含量很高, 可解油腻，消积食，并有止渴醒酒等妙用.

*注意::::

建议不要一次吃太多，注意常吃即可，中医的观点认为，有些人是不适合吃橙子的。比如有口干咽燥、舌红苔少等现象的人。中医认为，这是由于肝阴不足所导致的，而橙子吃多了更容易伤肝气，发虚热。

2. 苹果

我个人只喜欢吃红苹果但听说青苹果比较好, 可是我不太喜欢因为青苹果的酸性比较高. 受不了它那么酸. 但偶尔买来试试也不错的.

苹果的营养价值::

保护肠壁、活化肠内有用的细菌、调整胃肠功能的作用，还有吸收水分、消除便秘、稳定血糖、美肤、吸附胆汁和胆固醇的作用，能够有效地防止高血脂、高血压、高血糖，清理肠道，预防大肠癌。

提高胃液的分泌，促进消化. 稳定血糖，预防糖尿病. 防治高血压. 防癌，预防铅中毒.

*注意::::

苹果不宜与海味同食. 苹果的营养很丰富，吃苹果时要细嚼慢咽，这样不仅有利于消化，更重要的是对减少人体疾病大有好处。

3. 木瓜

这我也爱但不是偏爱那种. 偶尔吃吃还行. 但木瓜好像很惹蚂蚁而且比较快烂, 所以不会常买来吃, 也许也个礼拜一粒吧.

木瓜的营养价值::

消食的作用，抗菌素肿瘤功效，对乳腺发育很有助益，有催奶的效果显著，润肺的功能，促进烧伤处愈合，防癌治癌

*注意::::

治病多采用宣木瓜，也就是北方木瓜，不宜鲜食；食用木瓜多是产于南方的番木瓜，可以生吃，也可作为蔬菜和肉类一起炖煮。

4. 芒果

芒果有很多种, 有长形的, 短又圆的, 还有很多. 但我都不知道他们叫什么名. 只是偶尔逛夜市时看见小贩在售卖.

芒果的营养价值::::

益胃、止呕、止晕的功效。含蛋白质的水果。降低胆固醇，因此有瘦身之功效。祛痰止咳的功效，对咳嗽、痰多、气喘等症有辅助食疗作用。增加胃肠蠕动，使粪便在结肠内停留时间变短，因此对防治结肠癌很有裨益。含有胡萝卜素，能益眼、润泽皮肤，是女士们的美容佳果。

*注意::::

不宜进食过量。

1. 饱饭后不可食用芒果。芒果不可与大蒜等辛辣物质共食，否则可能引起发黄病。

2. 由于芒果含糖量较高，故糖尿病患者应忌食。芒果带湿毒，患有皮肤病或肿瘤者，应避免进食。

3. 虚寒咳嗽(喉痒痰白)者应避免进食，以免令喉头痒。而哮喘患者，亦应遵照医嘱戒吃。

4. 芒果叶和芒果汁会引起过敏体质人的皮炎，故过敏体质人应注意。

5. 芒果未熟时，果蒂部位会有白色汁液渗出，估计这可能是致敏原因。多吃芒果会引起过敏，严重的可能会损害肾脏。

总结::

每种水果都会有他们自己的好处与坏处, 所以使用时应适量。要先了解他们的好坏处和不适合和什么食物一起共食那就可以安心使用了。不要傻乎乎的什么都放进嘴里。要注意健康。

这4样水果将会是我接下来会吃的水果，维持个半年或3个月，看看有什么改变或好处 :) 到时再回来分享。

资料来源::

1. http://wenda.tianya.cn/wenda/thread?tid=17f998a2338df819 (橙)

2. http://www.meishichina.com/Health/Food/200605/6276.html （苹果）

3. http://www.022net.com/2009/1-14/487140242270925.html （木瓜）

4. http://www.meishichina.com/Health/Food/200504/3429.html （木瓜）

5. http://www.sfncc.org.cn/Z_Show.asp?ArticleID=2272 （木瓜）

6. http://meishi.sz.bendibao.com/news/2010510/201106.htm （芒果）

7. http://www.zjrenbbs.cn/thread-1447-1-1.html （芒果）

There's still sadness in the happiness

2011-05-12T13:56:00.000+08:00

Result released. Checked it.
Its actually not bad, but that's not what i want :(
So, there is still a little bit of sadness there.
Anyhow, i'm still able to accept the truth.
Effort putting in is not that enough. Will work harder at this very last semester.

Must try hard to get the full scholarship. God Bless.

Bye.

Fast Five (2)

2011-05-11T18:05:00.002+08:00

Went for a movie today. Again Fast Five :) Watched this for 2nd time.

Quite love this movie, i love the actor actually. Haha!

Love them:

1. Paul Walker - Brian O'Conner

2. Jordana Brewster - Mia Toretto (Brian's girlfriend)

3. Vin Diesel - Dominic Toretto (Mia's brother)

The gang :)

Brian & Mia :) sweet sweet couple

Mia pregnant :) little Brian is coming soon~

Toretto & his cop girlfriend Elena :)

Toretto & Hobbs

Something really frustrated and annoying happened when i'm enjoying the movie.
A malay guys, looks skinny and of course sucks face sitting right behind me.
I don't know why people like to put their legs against the seat in front of them. Very fun or comfortable is it??
I don't know what the reason for him to do so.

Does he too tall as the seat is has no space for him to put his leg on? NO! he's short!
Does his leg way too long so he have to find some way to settle it down? NO! he doesn't own a long leg.

So what the hell of him must put his leg on my seat and keep on kicking on it?
This really annoy me and i really get angry and impatient.
Once, i think of throwing my cup of popcorn towards him, but i'm not dare enough. How if he whack me or slap me then? You know, their gene is born to be like this. Stubborn, bad temper and most of all, act without thinking the consequences. One word could use to describe it, BRAINLESS!
Suit enough? i think its really match their image. I'm not really wanted to discriminate against them, they forced me to do so. Sorry!

So, be smart and care about others when you have your movie in the cinema.
You do really enjoy when you do so, but do you think of the feeling of others?
You are comfortable but they are not. Don't be so selfish!

10.5.11

2011-05-10T15:13:00.001+08:00

坚强久了开始觉得累了心里所压抑的事情太多多得自己也不清楚自己到底在坚持些什么.

想要的东西太多不断的追求却远远望不见终点. 不停的往前走并不累, 而走在一个不知道终点在哪的道路上令我觉得真的很疲惫, 开始想放开双手让一切随缘的, 但我却办不了.

要求太高把自己给弄得遍体鳞伤的这一切是为了什么其实自己早已清楚.

就算有再多的不愿意也无法反抗. 每个人都有自己的任务自己该做的事情, 而最终是否成功就得看看在过程里你放入多少的用心多少的努力. 失败了别怨而得自己去反省自己下的努力到底有多少.

真想到一个不必追求名利,钱财,知识一切一切的地方. 但回头想想如果自己真的活在那地方会怎么样?? 人类会变成什么??? 他们的乐趣所做的事情又是什么?? 我要的真的是这些吗??

有很多东西偏偏就是很想要得到可是却不可以. 是不是因为自己太理智?? 所以有时候会把自己给逼得喘不过起来. 笨笨的傻傻的不在乎什么是不是会活得开心些??

自己的执着让自己不开心的为了什么呀? 人到底在干嘛?? 我搞不懂更不清楚自己到底是什么?

要的东西总是在改变一时想要这样但也许决心不够强最后又搞砸了.

好累, 真的好累.

纯粹想说说,我很好 :)

Fast & Furious 5

2011-05-09T21:38:00.001+08:00

This might gonna be the very late post..I got really no time to update it. Sorry.
The day right after my movie i went to Melaka and Kuala Lumpur, so i got no time to update this post, deserved to be forgiven right?
Watched this at Friday's night with my sweetie :)
Met kinda many friends at that night. The cinema was burst with people.
Everyone are so tempted to watch this movie. The comment i received for this movie is all positive.
No one rate this movie as a bad movie.

Watched the 10pm session, one of my National Service friend sat at my right hand side :)
This is not coincidence, i called her to buy the seat beside me. Haha! and we act like it was so coincidence that we can met each other in the cinema and sitting right beside each other. Good acting skill yea :)

Overall, the comment from me towards this movie is very positive and i'm so in love with it.
I wish i could watch it for the second time. Anyone? Haha!

Its a very short post as i just came back from KL :)
So, let me rest for a few days then i'll update the post about my Melaka - KL trip. Okay?
Cya. Nights.

Mix feeling

2011-05-06T13:54:00.001+08:00

There are lotsa things that i wanna blog about.
But once i think of writing them out in once, i feel so lazy. Not really willing to sign in. Haha!
I uploaded some picha last night but due to i'm overly tired, i sign out and slept at 9++ :)
Could i just post up all those picha and left no words in the article?? What will happen if i do so?xD

Okay, stop nagging, schedule for yesterday. Outing with my NS friends.
Long time no see. Miss them alots.
We meet at ECM, shopping mall. Have a walk there for i don't know how long, I think is about an hour.
Xiao wei wanted to get her boyfie a birthday cake, so we went to Baskin Robbin to choose the birthday cake.
Now only i realise, Baskin Robbin ice-cream cake is that expensive. A small little cake cost for RM70+. Huh.
Besides, they are not pricing the cake based on Kilo but per served. Argh!
I don't really recommend to buy the cake over there. Its so expensive and for me, just my opinion, i think their ice-cream is just so so. Can't be say as really delicious. I'm much more prefer the ice-cream from McDonald, it is much more better than this. It's just my feeling, my opinion. No prejudice. Sorry for being so honest.

I suggested her to get the cake from other places like secret recipe or other bakery shop. It will be cheaper compare to this.
Then we headed to secret recipe. Asked for the price, it cost only RM79+ for a whole cake (2kg). Damn huge and damn cheap. As i think their cakes is not bad, quite tasty and i love it :)
She get the flavor of chocolate indulgent. I like it too. But still to say chocolate banana is the best *slap! haha!

After that we had our lunch at the China town nearby ECM. Nothing special.
We got no where to go after that, so we decided headed to another shopping mall to have a walk.
Next station, Megamall :)
Walk around and we found out that, there are lotsa shops are closed. No business i think.
No crowd over there, it was so calm so quite, does not look like the environment of a shopping mall should have.
There is a 5D small theater over there. Once we look into it. It looks so scary. There is a CCTV shooting the situation inside the theater and showed it up at the entrance. Which means, whoever walk by could see our reaction clearly. OMG!
How if i react stupidly when i enter the theater?? and what if just so coincidence, my friend pass by and she saw it?
sooo embarrassing.

Forget to capture the outlook of the theater, will try to capture it next time when i go there again.

Then we decide to play bowling as we are really so bored, got nothing to do over there.
I'm so regret of doesn't bring along my student card! Argh! If you got a student card, the entrance fee is just RM3 compare to public RM5. Then we have to buy a pair of socks and pay the rental for the shoes. Ended up i paid 10 bucks for this game! Not worth!

Sorry, my shooting skill is really bad as my hand is trembling. So almost all picha are blur. Haha!

Leeling :)

Xiao wei :)

Finally, our score.

Spot my name?? Shamed!!! :(

The so ugly shoes with the so uncomfortable stocking in!

After this, we decided to go home as it already 4++, it will be very jam at 5. As all people will be rushing back to home after their work. Moreover, the sky looks so dim, seems like going to have a heavy rain.

Rush to the car and drove away.

On the way that i'm fetching LeeLing back, here comes the heavy rain. Its so damn heavy.

The first time i drove under this kind of condition. I can't even see the route. Drove slowly like a tortoise to make sure we are safe. I'm so worry as i'm fetching someone beside me. Her life is on my hand! Have to be serious, drove carefully.

Besides, there are flooding every where. Gosh! The ever worst driving session i have. Get so tired to drive home. Phew! Many cars, Jam, raining heavily, flooding everywhere. Damn!

Things doesn't goes good, when i reached the junction nearby my house, the traffic light is not functioning. Oh gosh! All cars mess up. Crazy!

I told myself i'm dead this time, i'm not dare to cross over at such messy situation.

I can't think of any way for me to cross to the opposite, so i stick closely to the car in front of me.

It was like he is leading me to cross the road. Haha! Stick as close as i could.

Successfully crossed it and drove home as fast as i could.

Reached home, online checked for the timetable for my next semester.

Get so frustrated when i look it at detail. No words could i used to describe my feelings.

The gaps between class is so huge, what can i do during the break time?

Then i'm just having 1 class on Tuesday and Thursday = =!

Speechless, the one who arranged this timetable looks so stupid. Ish!

My feeling for the whole day was like up and down.

First, get so excited and happy when i meet my friend.

Then feel so "gek sam" when i know i didn't bring along my student card.

Next, feel so anxious, scary when i drove under heavy rain that caused me can't see my route clearly.

Lastly, get so angry when i saw my new timetable.

My blood pressure pump up and down in between this few hours. What a day.

Nothing special

2011-05-04T18:42:00.002+08:00

There is nothing special happen recently. All things work perfectly with how i planned.
Oh ya, i'm so into a Facebook game nowadays, stick to it day and night.
Slept late at night and woke up at the early morning just because of it. 虫虫帝国
Its a game about ants as your toys/workers, they work for you to carry on those ingredients like sugar, woods, gold to your warehouse.

Q: So what for having so much ingredients????
A: You must have it when you want to upgrade your storage, your ants powers, the speed of the ants on carrying those material.

Without all those ingredients upgrading is not available :(
So, i'm working so hard to get them.

This is how my house look like. None decoration :( so dull. Pity me as i'm lack of cash. There is only $6859

Mind to donate some for me?? *joking

Sometimes i'll go to others garden to steal their crops :)

Yeah, if they are not going to carry them up, so let me take that job.

Thief *Shhhhhhhhh

There is also an arena that let players to get some expensive ingredients which you would only get it by using a longer time period to explore them.

Like this, the longer the time period takes, it will produce a higher level ingredients.

So, people could get all these high level stuffs from the arena.

But with conditions, you have to scramble with other players who wish to get the ingredients too.

Whose ants having the most power will own it at the end.

I had played it for 2 weeks i think.

But i started to feel bored towards it, repeating the same action everyday.

Focusing my eyesight towards the computer is so tiring. So i decided to quit it :)

I hate myself falling into Facebook games. Coz i will turn uncontrollable, i'll put in all my effort and energy into the game.

This time, I failed to control myself not to drop into this trap, fall in for 2 weeks.

Its time to pull myself back to the normal daily life, not to spent to much time to Facebook anymore.

Let's see how much i could do it. xD people couldn't live without Facebook, i think i'm just the same.

But i'll try to shift my timetable, will focus more on something good like sports, reading or something else.

Hey, don't say i'm not doing so as i'm attending Yoga class for thrice a week. Hardworking duh? :)

Last picture of my farm after decoration :) *forgive my bad decoration skill

Bye :)

I'm not a girl anymore, call me brian :)

2011-05-01T16:05:00.000+08:00

Went for a hair cut yesterday.

I felt nervous and curious at the beginning as i do not know what hair style will i get.

Besides, i'm so worry that, the new hair style will not suit me. Sooo worry.

When i told others that i wish to cut my hair into shorter, they all object it!

They say NO! I'm still more suitable to be in long. They love my curl.

But i don't like to tidy up my hair when i have long hair, its annoying and tiring.

I gotta spend half an hour to dry it and curl it. Huh, waste my time.

Let's see what's my latest hair style :)

From the side. Short right?

side again.

here come the back one. Curious how my face looking like??? suit me?? or sucks??

Here come the picha...Hold your breath.

Taa-daa~

The newest me with the latest hair styles :)

I love this hair style a lot. I don't know what people feel on me towards this new hair style.

Anyhow, i feel its okay with me. Haha! i can accept it.

LOVE new changes.

I know you guys love to see sexy and pretty baby. Let me share a sexy girl with you. :)

The end. bye :)

Outing with the sexy one

2011-04-29T13:36:00.001+08:00

Hmmm...finally, yesterday night did hang out with the sexy bitch :)
my forever cutie chubby girl. After came back for such a long time, didn't really date her.
Actually, i doesn't plan to go out yesterday. I planned to stay at home and enjoy my durian.
Normally, i will only eat durian at the night. As if i eat it at the noon/morning.
The smell of durian will stay with me for all day long. I will feel like...ehem, not feeling so well when hang out or when i talk to others. As they could smell the durian from my body/mouth。
Not everyone loves durian, so i'm so good to everyone, i take it at night before i sleep.

Originally, we decided to hang out at Friday night, as she is so crazy on sing k.
Giler people. Then, suddenly, at the evening she sms-ed me and asked me whether i can make it right on that night or not.
As she really can't stand for the temptation of singing.
Haha! how cute! So, i just say yes, i'm free. I'm just not willing to see her to be so suffer from it.
See how good i'm, i treat you so well and you trick me up! *slap you.

Okay, then we headed to the mall to have our time :)
Bought 2 slice of cakes from secret recipe. The only cake i'll take.
My favorite one, chocolate banana. Nothing better than this. So damn delicious.
I love the banana, and i love the cake as well. As it is not too creamy and not too sweet as well.
Suit me the most.While she get her tiramisu. I tried her tiramisu cake, the taste is like....
Hmm....abit gerli as it is having the taste of coffee. The smell is quite strong. I don't like coffee.
So, i don't like the cakes. Haha, prejudice of mine. *It is quite tasty if you love coffee.

When we reach the mall, then only we realize that, we didn't get our spoon for the cakes. Stunned!
The waitress just gave us the cakes and didn't put in any spoon into the plastic.Bad service.
So, we try to find some way to get our spoon. Haha!
Firstly, we decide to get the spoon from the McD ice-cream booth. The stupid one said she'll ask for the spoon from the workers. Then we started to queue up.

Her: Stand over there and i'll get the spoon from him.
Me: Hey, you stupid? we didn't buy any ice-cream and will he give us the spoon?

and we spot that, the spoons are just putting right at the table, we could get it easily once the workers turn over to make the ice-cream. We laugh to each other.

Me: Once the workers turn over to make the ice-cream, i'll go and get it.
Her: Hahahahha!! Laugh like crazy one.

I peep at the worker, once he turn over, i decided to steal the spoon but there is a guy blocking my way! ish him!
But anyhow, i'm still not dare to take it. Haha!

We look at each other and laugh again. As i failed to take the spoon.
Lastly, guess how we get the spoon??

Me: Hey, i think we better buy an ice-cream then only we get the spoon.
Her: Okay. Haha!

I ordered a sundae cone. Ya, sundae cone, why is it needs a spoon. haha! laugh again!
She's so brave, she just took 2 spoon without any trembling and her face expression didn't change at all. She's still smiling *born to be a thief* and throw it inside the plastic
but she didn't notice that, there is a malay girl standing right beside her looking at her.
I saw her face, haha! i don't know how to describe her expression. Stunned! and full of question mark showing on her face.
For sure, she's thinking that "why is this girl stealing the spoons?"
So funny! That girl who stand there is actually, the staff of it. Kakakax!
Get my ice-cream and run away! We did something illegal baby!
Stealing is an offence. Freeze! stand against the wall, hands up! Put down what you had steal! kakakak!
Sure she will say :" 我没有，我真的没有" (I didn't, i really didn't did it) when she get caught.

Okay, we successfully get our spoons. So, we headed to the k-box.
Singing session start, we takes the 2 hours package.
Sing like a crazy, insane people in the room. Really tiring and my throat like gone soundless.
But i like it. Shout out of your lung. Release everything :) sweet *chu
I learnt a new song for myself, i quite like it as it is so nice to be sang. The pitch is just suit me.
I sang the boy version and she did for the girl one.

Nice one. Nice song, i'll learn it and sing it again next time :)

Oh ya, we did some window shopping before the sing-k session.
Hate her so much! She makes me feel to shop right at that moment! Spend off all my money!
I love the vincci shoes and i love the wallet, i love the bag, i love everything.
I'm going to die soon due to over addicted and excitement of shopping.
Get high blood pressure and burst! Keboom... *choi*

After that, we headed back to home. I fetch her home then i drove back.
Usually, i'll not look at my phone and i feel that someone is gonna called me.
Firstly, i just feel that my parents will be the one, i looked the phone for a while then i drove away.
Right at the junction not far from her house, my phone did really rang. *omg, i can be the fortune teller soon*
But once, i saw the caller ID, its her! Her! HER!
I step on the brake as hard as i can, coz i know, sure that there is something she left out on my car.
Haha!

Me: Apa sal？
She: Hey, u-turn back, i took the wrong remote, i can't close my gate. I think i took urs.

I turn back to her house and guess what she told me????

Her: Sorry arr, i can close it already. Just now i tried it, the gate can be closed already, this is my remote.
Me: Maaaa.......* actually i wanted to scold some harsh words. but i stopped myself. *good self-control :)

Feel to slap her until she can't get up from the floor. Kiss the floor and crawl into her house. xD

Hey baby, i know you didn't mean to trick me up, you are just afraid of i'll drive too fast and can't u-turn back to your house. You doesn't purposely did it. But..........
I'll still not going to forgive you :)

Melaka 3days 2nights (21/4-23/4) Part Ⅱ

2011-04-26T12:22:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, i'm finally back to update my melaka trip part 2.

I'm really lazy to blog about it, so i'll make a fast post. :(

Really not in the mood to blog recently. forgive me please.

22/4 (Friday) - Day 2

We woke up at 7.45 or can be said as 8 as we are all lying at the bed and no one willing to wake up.

Its too tired, we slept at almost 2 and have to wake up at this time.Omg! its so darn suffer. Haha!

Anyhow, i make it =) as i knew we are going to water park today. Yeah!

Okay, our breakfast. Bak Kut Teh! Honestly, its not really special and the taste is ok can't be category as delicious. and and and....one of the owner of the shop (a girl), her attitude is so damn sucks!

i hate her, i hate her, i swear. She embarrassing one of my friend in front of us. Skipped it, i hate to talk about it and i don't wish to rewind my memories back to that moment.

it looks delicious but....hmmmm.....*dun judge a book with its cover, get what i mean??

we chit-chat and joke some over there.

Move move move, move our ass to the WATER PARK!

Oh yeah, we went to the new water park at melaka which named Melaka Wonderland.

We went there at the wrong timing as there are just few games are ready, friend said that it still haven't fully built. Part of it is still under-construction.

Let's see the picture * most of the picture is taken from the web as we didn't brought our camera into the water park, we just did some shotting at the entrance and the exit. we missed out the process. So, i just picked some picture of the games from the net to let ya have a look :)

(TUESDAYS - FRIDAYS)ADULT RM 26

CHILDREN RM 20

(SATURDAYS, SUNDAYS, PUBLIC HOLIDAYS AND SCHOOL HOLIDAYS)

ADULT RM 30

CHILDREN RM 25

*Its close on every Monday except during public holidays and school holidays

We planned earlier to go there at the weekdays as it will be cheaper :) so, we just paid RM26

We are so excited walking towards the entrance. spot me?? with the umbrella.:)

getting nearer and nearer to the park.

Hold your breath.......something cute coming to

Taa-dah

Group picha :) yeah! once we enter the entrance, 4 lil cuties came and welcome us. cute baby cute!

this is one of the game. its having the least excitement.

Picure A game was under-construction when we are there. So, we try out all the B,C,D

We are all so sad due to the games A is under-construction. We wanted to play it a lots.

It looks interesting. Missed out! Argh!

Game B: quite fun. i played it for twice.

Its just like twist and turn all the way down to the bottom.

the first down i try this with one of my friend. People slide down face facing the front, but we are playing in the opposite way.

Omg, i almost gone faint, as its really dizzy. Yet, can't deny that, facing the back is more excited then facing the front one. haha!

i tried the both way, both front and back.

Game C: as i what i say its having the least excitement, you can see it, its just flow down from one side to the other.

The height of its is not high enough. So, we can't feel the excitement.

here come the most hyper duper syok game! Game D.

Its the most fun game in the whole park. I played it for don't know how many times. 4/5 ??

This was my first time playing this kind of stuff. I can't stand for those games which will make my heart jumping up and down and make me feel scare.

But i tried this. Omg omg omg..no words could used to describe this. I love this a lots.

So damn fun. Whoever goes there, you must try this out. Maybe its not as fun as other water park one, but for me its really taking my life already. :)

There will be a video showing for this games. Still the same, i pick it at the net. Just to let you see how it works.

I don't know what it called. but i called it snake. As its really look like it.

Excitement raking : 5/10

Yeah. Kids ground. spot the red and green tube :)

We played something special there. We have the total of 14 people if not mistaken.

We come down all together one by one from the tube. Haha!

So fun! and some of them stuck at the middle. The water flow inside is not able to function well as we are going down with too many peoples in once. we block the water flow.xD

Another special game. I tried this for once and i dare not to try it anymore.

Its fun i can say, but i'm stuck at the peak of the slide. I don't know why.

I'm stuck at the middle, so i have to push myself down to the bottom again

and its not easy to do that. We don't know how to do that. Not skill teaches.

I used up all my energy then only i could make it. take my life. Omg.

But some of my friends flow down easily. I was soooo jealous :(

have a look at this 2 video. The 2 most excitement games in the park :)

After 3/4 hours we leave the park.

i like my pose, am i look like a guy here? xD

say bye bye :(

Then we headed to jonker walk to have our lunch. Laksa + cendol.

No picture taken just a group picture here.

Night, we went to the pasar malam there, i don't know what it called.

Try out many foods. tasty. Yummy.

gila girl...xD we boycott them. kakax! not really actually, they are vegetarian. So, they eat the other foods.

okay, skipped this.

spot what she's holding?? yeah!!! its was so tasty, potato chips :)

After this, we go for a walk. take some photo.

Ferris Wheel.

group picha.

23/4 (Saturday) - Day 3

i just took my breakfast with them then i have move my ass back :(

as the bus depart time is just 11am if not then 4.30pm. my friends all planned to go back at 12++

so i have to take 11am bus. :(

i miss out this delicious cake. sad sad sad.

so here the end for my 3days and 2 nights trip with my lovely classmate :)

Miss them a lots.

Friends forever ya :)

Melaka 3days 2nights (21/4-23/4) Part Ⅰ

2011-04-24T18:03:00.001+08:00

Here goes the details for my 3days and 2nights trip with my classmates :)

Be prepare, it will be a long post with loads of photo.

I decided to put in most of the picha as i feel all of them are soooo beautiful and there is no reason for me to missed them out.

Read this post words by words and look at the picture in detail, see how happy we are.

Coolest classmate trip ever!

21/4 (Thursday) - Day 1

Sharp at 9am, we gathered at the main entrance of our skol.

We went there by car, 2 cars going from KL-Melaka and 1 will be there at the second day.

So.....Buu-buu....start our journey. It takes about 1 and a half hours to reach there.

After we reach there, we went back to Xhayne (owner of the condo) condo to drop down our luggage and some of them can take a bath and rest for a while.

Then, we headed Jonker Street to have our lunch. Chicken rice :)

I forget what the restaurant named, it located right opposite the 三叔公 souvenir shop.

It looks so cute right. In round shape and a free domo there. LOL!

The guy, a bit blur. Forgive me please

The girl :)

After our lunch, we went to the 三叔公 shop to buy some local famous food.

Everyone is busy on buying their stuff.

I didn't bought any, just 2 boxes of biscuit request by my cousin, that's all.

Aha, this is what all of us bought. Total of 9 peoples, so this is consider as less. :)

Weather is so damn hot. I don't know how many degree is the weather there,

but its really taking my life. sweating like hell and the whole body feel so sticky. Eww..sucks.

So, we decided to have some cold drinks. :)

Guess what we take???

Taaa-dah...cendol.

It's freaking nice, this cendol is just a mamak store.

Normally, there will be lotsa people queuing up to have it but luckily, when we go there, there's only a few people there. :) Lucky baby.

Haha, look at that 2 poor baby, holding the umbrella while having their cendol.

No choice, the place they seat is not strategic at all, the sunlight shine upon their place.

Some random picture when we are there.

Then, we went to one of the shopping mall at melaca to wait for one of our friends.

Fetch her and back to condo.

Our next journey is to try out the coconut shake. Shake it baby shake it.

Once i heard the name of coconut, i just feel eww~ i don't like coconut.

But i told myself, if i didn't try it, it looks wasted. Their famous drinks as well. So, i tried it :)

Coconut smoothies with vanilla ice-cream on top.

It's sooooooooooooooooooooooo thumb up!

After that, we headed to the BEACH!!!

Wow, fantabulous. We bought 2 kites and fly it over there. Girls bought the sponge bob one while guys just bought those random kites without any cartoons.

Aiyo, girls love cute ma :) haha!

I think this is the first time i flew a kites. Its so fun, guide the kites to fly up and make sure its not stuck at the branches of the tree.

guess which one is my leg???? *the right one :)

The guys posing.

The girls. Posing too :)

Group picha. I love this alots. All of our name are written over there.

Spot the finger of us?? Middle finger ner... :)

our names with the stick we used. :)

DMK 3 (My group name)

Sponge Bob *love

Last picture of the beach :)

The moment we leave, its already around 7 something.

Headed back to the condo again then we went for dinner.

We ate fried oyster. Woooo... no picture taken :( as we are too hungry. Once it is unpack we can't wait to finish it. Sorweee.

So, there is just some random picture for it when we are there.

the mee i ordered is so sucks. like a piece of shit :( opps.

You can see the plastic that used to pack the fried oyster but it left empty :(

After this, we went to try the "xi ham" i don't know what it called in Chinese.

Its just located at the alley and its so smelly. Omg.

I didn't try this, as i can't accept the taste of it and it looks like...........very disgusting. sorry :(

After that, we went up to the Melaka castle, its so scary and dark at night.

No one there and i'm so afraid that i'll see something that i shouldn't see. *ghost i means

Went up for a while then we get down. Afraid of it. Just took some picture over there.

When we get off from there its just 12 something and we feel like going to have some tea or walk around.

So we went to a cafe. Nothing special happen there. Just chit-chatting

but most of us are busying online with our phones.

At 1am, we headed back to the condo and have our sweet dreams :) tired day yet happy enough.

The end for our day 1 :)

Here goes holiday

2011-04-23T22:11:00.003+08:00

Yeah...my holiday starts :)
Actually it started weeks ago,but then for me, its just start right now.
I just got back from a semester break holiday with my classmate.
This was my first trip with them, really feel curious and excited at the beginning.

Feel curious to know what happened during this 3 days and 2 nights holiday?? :)
Stay with me..
I'll update it once i get all the picture from my friends.

There is only one words i can describe this trip, FUN!
Nothing better than this :)
Stay tunned.Bye.

Say bye to UK

2011-04-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

bye bye to United Kingdom. Previously i'm still thinking of continuing my degree at UK.
There are few universities are offing top-up program to my school. where we are able to complete our degree just in a year instead of 2.
This offer is really attractive as::

I'm able to go overseas to start my new life
I'm able to finish up my degree faster than others who never accept this top-up program
I got the chance to get work at there as well

but in the end, i refuse to do so.

I have a talk with one of my friends yesterday, where she told me what she get from one of our lecturer.

After that, i'm like having a wake-up call.

My mind turn into blank just in sudden and i decided not to continue my study there anymore.

Honestly, i'm quite sad, as i didn't grab this chance to went overseas.

Its really heart broken and its still pain until now.

What my lecturer said::

We are not ready ourselves yet to go overseas
Our English level is still not at the standard yet
Our Diploma is just like the foundation for them, its not sufficient enough just to take the degree like that, it will be very heavy for us. *i think it means our knowledge is still not sufficient
He suggest us to stay for advance diploma/degree first. then only we approach to overseas to get our master.

I did really think about what the lecturer said and i feel that what he said is really correct.

Besides, i also get some advices from those elder-ship. What they said is just same as what my lecturer said.

It really need a lot of courage to decide to study overseas, as there are other people country not mine. I'm not their citizens, for sure there will be some stereotyping towards us.

We might get bully by those whites or maybe get boycott.

I'm so worry of this kind of things to be happen to me when i'm thinking of getting over there.

But at the end, i still decided to do so.

Unexplainable and i don't know why i'm so desire to study overseas. This is my dream and what i wanted for so long ago. Here come the chance, but i let it go.

It doesn't mean i'm giving up.

I'm just giving myself a longer time period to prepare up myself.

I know myself clearly, my English level is so poor. I can't even communicate with people nicely.

I'm not able to write an appropriate letter even email, worst still, there are so many basic English words that i don't understand. I can't even understand what an English newspaper writing, so what i'm expecting for??

with this kind of level i wish to study overseas?? Naive me.

What told by my friend really give me a hand and make myself clear on my weaknesses.

My very major weaknesses is my language. Poor english level.

Although how much i wish to study over there but i think i'm really not ready yet.

Therefore, i decided to take my advance and degree first then only i will proceed my master at overseas.

So, i still get the chance to study there right?

During this 2 years time period, i'm going to take some English courses to improve myself.

Make sure by that time, i'm able to speak and write a qualify and understandable English.

Then i'll there standing at the land of UK/Australia. I don't know where will I be, but i will work hard for what i wanted for.

This is what i promise to myself.

Shopaholic

2011-04-16T17:45:00.003+08:00

First of all, i would like to say congratz to myself as i had finish my exam :)

is time to enjoy now! aha.....

The day before exam, i dream something weird and freak

I don't know is it i'm stressing myself or there is something wrong with my brain.

I dream that someone in my dream keep on shouting and yelling towards me

He/she repeating this sentence "Open your eyes" "Open your eyes" "Open your eyes"

OMG, this is so scary. Lastly, i do open my eyes, like in sudden, pop, i open my eyes. Look around and close my eyes again. but i can't fall in sleep after that. it was just like i didn't sleep for the whole night.

And here goes the to the moment i step into the examination hall, sat down, pen on, peep on the exam paper and start writing. Hmm...i got no comment on this paper, as i don't know what grade of paper is this.

I did know to answer most of it, but some i really can't make it. Hope everything correct :) lalala~past tense. Not important anymore.

Then i go for a movie with my NS friends :) “The Ghost Must Be Crazy"

Grade: 8/10

I love this movie or i don't know whether is it i'm so favor towards 梁智强 movie. I love all his movie.

Its so funny and although this is a horror movie but i still feel fun :) a lil bit of scary and others is just comedy.Haha!

Horror part:

This part i do really feel scary as his face is so.....ouch! i don't know how to describe it. Geli??? Scary?? or maybe combine. and the guy behind him looks so funny. stupid him! act like a ghost. xD

Funny part:

i laugh like hell when i saw this part. They are so damn funny. "bang, bang, bang" LOL!

haha!!! this....陈小娟!!!! LOL!!! laugh like hell!

Conclusion:

Conclusion for this movie is thumb up, worth to watch it out. There are 2 story mode in this movie, and i prefer the second as the director is "陈小娟". No doubt, its is funnier compare to the first story line. :)

Go Go Go!!! buy your ticket now and watch it now :)

After movie we went SHOPPING. Lady hobbies *shy

i get attracted by lotsa things. I wish to buy them off in once. but i will feel the pain of my heart if i used so much money in once. haha, stingy me :)

Day 1: Times Square

Bought all this, not much actually. Not all is mine. Some belongs to my friends. I just bought 2 pants

and 2 tees. See, not too over is it? Say YES! :)

2 black Polo Tees belong to my cousin :) the other 2 pink and purple Tees belong to me *chu

Spot there is 2 same jeans?? haha..one is for me and the other one is for my friend and also the black jean as well :)

the other pant i bought for myself is this.. Taaa-dah~

this is so cute~ i didn't own any of this kind of jean pants before. So, here i bought one to fulfill my desire. It is more expensive than my long jeans. My long jean pant cost only RM36.9 and this cost RM39.9. :(

this is the bag i bought for sor po. Sorry. i don't know will you like it. but this is the best quality bag that i can found with cheaper price. Others is more pretty and got outstanding outlook. But their quality is just....Ouch! Sucks!

you 勉勉强强 accept this bah~ :(

I WANT THEM!!!

This is the mini bag i saw in one of the bag shop. This is a lil handbag with a baby cloths pattern.

So cute. So charming. So adorable. So nice. So special.

but the price is just...............haiz.

RM44++ i forget what is the price already.

i love this so much but i think its not worth for the price. So i decided not to buy it.

How hurt and pain is my heart when i decided not to buy and walk away.

I'm just like hearing him called me to bring him home. Don't leave him there.LOL!

I'm upgrading myself, self control! i'm able to control myself not to buy something it is not worth for the price.

I'm no longer the one who will just simply buy and go without considering the worthiness of the product.

*but sometimes i will be blind and loss control as well* Haha!

I love this so much. Puma bag :( i want this. i want this. i want want want this~

there are 3 colors for this bag. black, white and red color.

But its really too expensive for me just to buy this bag.

RM220++.

Save money for it. Baby white. Haha! what i love is always in white.

this design is nice as well :)

Its bigger than the one i want and it also much more expensive. I think its about RM250+.

Not sure about it as i look at it after i leave the shop.

I feel to own both. What do you think of it?

Slap me? xD

Conclusion:

The end of the day. I bought Subway as my dinner and leave. I'm so tired and i decide to take taxi back from the monorail station. The taxi fare is even much more expensive than my dinner! wth!

After i settle down my things. I start to unpack everything have a look on it. :)

AND I FOUND SOMETHING..........................................................

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.....

Spot any different form the picture???

It should have the wing "i don't know what it call" for both the spring. but it only appear to be one.

This make the whole pants look weird and i won't wear it just like that.

I pay for what it expect. But it turn out to be like this.

Its my fault, i didn't check it nicely before i leave the shop. So, i decide to go back to the shop at the next day to change a new one :)

Second day: Times Square again

The first moment i reach there, rush to the shop to exchange for a new one :)
I wish to get the new one as soon as possible before the promoter forget me. LOL!
Talk to the promoter who serve me yesterday and she changed a new one for me :)
So good, dare her not to change for me and i'll squeeze her like squeezing the orange.
It shows obviously that its not my fault and i didn't did anything to the pants. Impossible i cut the "wing" off myself and went back to make a new exchange ==!

Its so troublesome for me to travel to TS for the second time, i don't even want to go there if nothing special.
Early in the morning when i went out to take the bus, its raining so damn heavily.
Luckily i'm wearing short pants. i can't imagine what will happen if i'm wearing a long pants.
For sure it will be all wet and its so sticky and cold. Phew.
I decided to go there at the early morning as i know

today is Saturday - for sure many people will come out to shop
I could go there when people are still in their dream land or having breakfast and the moment i went back, people are just on their time to reach TS. therefore, the LRT will not be pack! i hate pack! make me look like sandwich and its so suffer :(

i bought 3 tees for my friend. It costs only RM15.9 each. So cute. the quality of the cloths is quite good. Even better than those branded tees. Sucks them!

Do-re-mi

Belt for myself :)

3 tees from Voir for mama :)

Slipper for myself :) RM 19.90

after i tear off the size sticker *could be seen from the above picture*

it left white mark on the shoes.

I hate the shoes now :(

aha! my new exchanged pants with my friend tees on. so cute :)

Calm down! don't shoot me first.

This is what i bought for the 2 days. Not one day. Calm baby calm~xD

Oh ya, i missed out the pants i bought for my mum and dad at Forest. Aiks. Nevermind la, look at the bag enough already. xD haha!

Receipt for both the day

Conclusion:
It is so enjoy to shop around. I love the feeling that when you first enter to the shop and people look like you like looking at a beggar. their heart is thinking on something like "you this little poor girl, don't touch my things. you look so poor. you will never ever able to afford my things." or "Look at how the girl dress, sure she cannot afford our things" then end up, you purchase their things like, " i want this L size, i want this and that, oh, that one as well"
haha! so enjoy!

So, lesson for the day. Don't judge a books with its cover.
one day, i'll changed the cost of your product all into 1cent and you'll count it for me :)

Last paper :)

2011-04-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

Argh!!! tomorrow will be my last paper for this semester. Consumer Behavior (CB)

I'm so damn stress right now and this is the paper that i have least confidence to handle it.

i don't wanna to face it, i don't feel to take that exam. I'm so worry but i don't have the feeling to continue my study.

anyhow, just bless me for my last paper.

Hope its won't be so tough and spot all the guidelines.

Here goes for tomorrow activities after exam :) movie time~

Stay tunned and bless me. Bye~

Make-up class

2011-04-12T13:10:00.001+08:00

Previously i'm trying to search for a part-time job.
I don't mind to work as a promoter in the shopping mall. As long as its with high pay. Haha! Just kidding.
I'm so interest to get the chances to work. As i heard from my friends, working is so interesting and fun and for sure its tiring as well.
Anyhow, i just wish to get some job and try to work it out.
Feel to explore more on the social world. World that you are not protected by anything.
Once you did wrong on anything you will just get FIRED! or get SCOLD.
I don't know how will i respond if i get scold in the public just like this, how embarrassing it is. *slap the boss back and kick him, whack him and tell him You're FIRED! :) LOL jkjk.xD
But i think i should pass through it right now and get used to it before i really step into a company and work as a full-timer.
Faced it first when i'm still young and my heart is still strong enough to cope with it. Haha!
If not, i'll get heart attack and cry like a baby sitting on the floor when i get scold by my boss next time. *Shame!

I got many job search and most of them is about PC fair.
Coz, Pc fair is around the corner and i saw many post wanting for a pretty, slim promoter.
For sure working is just to get additional pocket money and the paid for those promoter is around RM80-RM150 per day. *how good if i could get the RM150 pay per day. Hoho! work for 3 days and RM150x3 = RM450 Woooowwwowowo! i could buy many cloths and bags already. crazy crazy after it!
How attractive it is. I wish i got the chance to work it too.
Unfortunately i'm definitely not qualify, you know why????
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It is because i'm not pretty enough *haha! i used this sentence instead of ugly, i can't accept ugly..xD
As i always said, when you want to say someone who is not having the normal outlook, don't ever use the word "UGLY". It hurts alots! just say that they are not pretty enough. Just like me :)
Back to the topic, once people mention promoter, the first things appear in ur mind is?
Sexy baby, Long legs, Pretty face, Blonde hair, Big eyes, Slim and sexy body line.
Sorry to say that i don't have this, so i need artificial helps to make me be like them.
Therefore, i'm now preparing myself to attend to the make-up classes :)

Honestly, the reason i'm learning make-up courses is not because i want to be like those sexy promoter or dress myself to be as sexy as them to grab the job. Its definitely NO!
I just wish to learn it when i got the time. i count on the time i left studying.

1. If i go overseas, i left about 4 months here. * I think its better to learn make-up at my own country better than at overseas. I will be more comfortable to do so
2. If i go overseas and i graduate for my degree. Will you spend for months to learn how to make up only at that time? when people are all outing to search for job. No!
3. If i go overseas and during presentation or there is need for make-up. What could i do if i didn't know how to make-up?? Asking for help every time? *it is better if i had the skill myself and when i need it, i could just used it up.
4. Make-up is not something like once you learn it then you could give out the best result. i think it needs time to pass it through to make yourself used to it, then only you could give out a better outcome. *so why don't i learn it now??

How if i didn't go overseas???? Will this make-up skill become useless?

Its definitely NO! as i could used it to get some part-time job during the weekend as i'm quite free at the weekend. Instead of wasting time on watching drama or hanging around why don't i earn some pocket money? Its doesn't harm. *as i will not try to do any revision :) so, don't ask me to do so.xD

I didn't notice how important make-up is since i saw the qualification of recruiting a promoter/ any part-timer.
They state:
"able to present yourself in a presentable manner, with make-up and high heels on"
Wow! this stunned me! And most of them needed the people who with working experience, but i don't have any. So, i need others criteria to help me to get the job.
I think its doesn't bring harms if you know how to make-up.
So, let's learn it :)

I'm so excited to see how am i gonna be if i make-up myself. Wow! amazing. LOL!
Let's see then.
And hope one day the people will say

Music act as friend

2011-04-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

Human live around trouble, problems, rumors.

Sometimes, there are too many things happened just in a day.

We are not able to digest everything in a short while, time needed.

No one loves to be like this, who doesn't love to live happily without worries.

who doesn't want everything to go smoothly without any troubles.

How good if we could anticipated what our life will turn into at the next second.

but its impossible. We know its impossible, but we still hope it could be.

Sometimes, we hold a huge hope towards something.

We put in all our effort just to grab the chance to own it, we did our best, we give out what we can give,

but at the end what we get is just nothing. Its nothing!

How hopeless at the moment we was, everything blank out,

everything was like suddenly so unrealistic, at that moment, we hope it was just a dream. Its not truth.

Its unfair, its disappointing, why were we did our best but end up we fail to achieve what we want.

Ya, i think everything were set up earlier by the god.

God set everything in order, we are just the one to pass it through.

someone say, hardship could change the fate,

i don't know whether is it true, but i still put on hope on it.

Left at least some hope on something, a little will do.

If it come true, its thank god, if it doesn't we will not be too disappointed as well.

I believe everyone had try the feeling of being left out.

How does it feels, we know it well.

No one could live happily in every second, every moment, for sure there is something that make a person to face downturn in their life.

But we are able to live happily in sadness.

There is no any fact said that, sorrow have to be passed by sadness

Although everything are fix, what happen couldn't changed,

but we still have the chance to choose how are we going to pass this moment.

Either pass it despondently or face it with a smile :)

Your day are on your hand.

For me, i'm those that pessimistic, i could not think positively.

Everything happen to me, i'll just lead it to the negative part. It makes me feel depressed, hopeless, gutless to take a step further.

Pains leave scar in my heart, i'm afraid of pain. Its hurt.

I'll still take passed memory to penalize myself on what had i did.

Its really tiring. Its never stop. How stupid i'm.

But here i find my friend, who never talks and just listen to me.

It could said what deep inside my heart in different angle, different situation.

Music, i found its the best way to calm yourself down,

and it could pamper you when you are down.

Lay on the bed, close your eyes, make your mind clear, listen to the music.

How enjoy how comfortable it is.

It was like the time stopped, everything around you pause, and its the time to rest.

I hope everyday was just like that, i enjoy the moment i listen to song.

Different music is suitable for different mood.

When i was down, i'll choose something softer. Love songs it the best choice. Some songs it could makes me cry. I feel touched by the lyric of the song.

I love the feeling of tuning the volume to the highest and enjoy that environment.

Everything in your mind disappear and what you heard is just the song playing, nothing else other than that.

No rumors, no gossip, no troubles, it was so relax.

Ahhhh...enjoy!

When you are down and no where to complaint, don't forget music never run away.

It is always there waiting for you :)

Sometimes, it even bring more powers than everything. Music Rocks!!!

*That stupid girl arr, don't sendiri add salt add vinegar say i didn't say anything to you arr!

i got say de arr.. Really got say de =)

大b & 小b (之考试压力篇)

2011-04-09T10:12:00.002+08:00

由于考试过分压力所以我想了个办法来解压

哈哈，其实也不是什么解不解压只是突然有灵感想拍一则短故事. :)

故事是关于考试时学生的压力过大最后导致承受不了压力最后选择以死来摆脱

第一男主角: 大B

第二男主角: 小B

大b: 明天就考试了怎么办??? 我不能再不及格了我手上已经有太多的待考科目了...再不及格我就要被踢出校了。无论如何我都要啃完这些. 不能让支持我的人失望.
努力！加油！

5小时后~~~~

大b: 很辛苦啊,读书真的好累读了那么久怎么还是那么多的啊?? 我要何年何月才读到完阿?? abcdefg......
眼睛都快盖了. 苦~~

8 小时后~~~~~

大b: 我不读了拉!!! 明天就考试了还有7个 chapter 还没有读完！我的妈啊~放弃了拉...14个chapter 要学生怎么读阿~
又没有guideline. 老师真的想要害死我吗???
我被踢出校就白白浪费了一年的学费爸妈就会很失望我白白浪费了他们的钱~ 我没脸见他们 :'(

大b: 好!!! 既然如此那我跳楼好了免得在这里显世了
反正也读不完了我那么努力为了什么得到的却是这些 !!!!
我对世界没希望了我绝望了!!! 上天根本就不爱我!!!!

这时小b突然出现

小b: 大b!!!!!! 不要那么想不开凡是都有解决方法的不要那么傻!!! 生命很宝贵的. 我没力拉你了!! 快下来啦!!! 你舍得丢下我一个人在这里吗??

大b: 对不起小b, 我没办法再活下去了我真的很辛苦每天都对着这些书我很努力的再读可是他们就是读不进脑。
我挨了那么久可是就是失败。我浪费太多的钱了我没脸再回去见妈妈爸爸了. 小b, 再见了！

小b：大b~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~不要！！！！

小b: 大b~~~~~~~~~~~~不要！！！不要!!!!!!!!

大b 最后跌下楼了小b 救不了它

小b: 大b~~~~~~为什么你那么傻啊......为什么 T.T 呜呜呜呜呜~没了大b我要怎么样生活啊 ~

大b 的尸体~ 血肉模糊...........

小b: 大b走了我也不想活了!!!! 没了大b 我的人生没意义了
再见了!!!!!

---------------------------结束----------------------------------

就算遇到再不如意的事也别转牛角尖，往好的方面想想。
死是解决不了问题的而是把问题变得一发不可收拾。明明就是有挽救机会的事情也因为一死给破坏了。

人生就是大起大落努力的面对困难挑战一切那才活得精彩 =)

Don't go breaking my heart

2011-04-07T00:41:00.001+08:00

Just came back from a movie. Decided to go for a movie at the noon as it is just too bored staying in the room doing nothing.

Seriously, i got no mood to study and my temper is so fluctuating, its not stable.

i could turn no mood and bad temper just in a second. i don't know why. i'm always like that.

people say this as menopause * i find this words through google, it means when women stop their menstruation period they will react like this too.

Maybe i'm just like that.

Okay, anyhow i will try to control my temper to make sure it is not going to shift to the worst part. *i'll try :)

Went to Wangsa Walk to watch "Don't Go Breaking My Heart". Yeah!!! my lovely man, 吴彦祖

he is so handsome and cool, but he look like a burger at the beginning of the movie.

he dressed like those tramp! argh! i don't like that look of him, he looks better in suit =)

rating for the movie: 5/10 stars

this movie is still okay for me, nothing too special and nothing too bad. overall, i won't too bored and brings laugh. So, its just so so. *shhhhhhh

*At this scene,古天乐 gift her a sport car cause the girl is taking bus to work every morning and he ask her to stay with him in their new house. Aww, so sweet.

For sure girls melt when the one they love do so. haha!

* I love this scene as well, but so sad, at that moment they were not couple yet. If they were, everything will looks great.

I love my boyfie to do this with me, skating. Wow!

I will gone crazy and hug him like hell if he do so to me. Haha! hand with hand and guides me all the way off. Sweet! :)

*Yeah, they fight for some reason. Find it out urself. Watch it and you'll know :)

I bought 2 books for myself. It is so unbelievable i will bought this kind of books. Even me myself, are so surprise. Haha!

The reason i bought this 2 books is for self-enrichment. I need to gain more knowledge in no matter what field. But i'm more interest into psycho field.

Observe people action, how they response, the way the sit, what does it means. How will they look like when they cheat, will they bing their eyes? LOL!

so this 2 books are all about psycho. Firstly, i wish to buy something in English version, but i know myself well, my standard is not there yet. i'm afraid of the language, the words used, i'm not able to understand them and end up leaving the books aside and wasted the money.

Its not cheap for this 2 books. Hope this could really help.

Other than this, i'm so interest to other books too. I get attracted by their cover. The bombastic words they used to capture my attention.

but i didn't buy them at the end as i already got 2 of the baby green and baby yellow :)

Let's finish this and buy the others. Upgrading myself!!!! Cmon, work hard!

Day 1 of exam (MFS)

2011-04-05T14:02:00.002+08:00

My hand is so not-functioning but i still feel to blog right now.
Of course, there must be reason why my hand is trembling and quivering.
Today was the first day of my exam. I have my first paper, MFS (Relationship Marketing)
yea, the lecturer that i talk about at the bottom. Mr.Yip, in case who don't know it, click here
I'm sitiing for his paper today. Honestly, this subject is tough and heavy.
If there were no guidelines given, i'm surely dead.
thanks Mr.Yip, his guidelines is all BINGO!
What he told us came out in the exam, and before this he told us:
"I'm just worrying that you all have too many points to write and have no time to write it"

This was totally TRUE! I went into the examination hall, sit down at table no.7. Lucky number 7 baby :)
I fill up all the information in the answer booklets, then i start to flip through the paper.
i read through all the question. Honestly, when i look at those question, i got all the answer playing inside my brain and i tot i could handle them.

okay, times up! start writting. I spent up all my energy to wrote whatever i know at that paper.
It is totally different when you got the answer inside your brain and writing it out.
these are two different things, i just got the main point of the question and its so hard for me to elaborate futher.
Moreover, i'm running out of time. everything is not in order.
i spent too much time on the earlier question and this cause me rushing everything behind.
I don't even have enough time to read through the question clearly before answering it.
i just flip throught it for once or twice and catch on the key point of the question and start writing.
hope what i saw was correct, i don't wanna get a bad result on this subject. i want an A :)

then, for the reason why my hand is trembling is because.........i had non-stop writing for 3 hours.
omg, 3 hours. what my hand gonna be after this 3 hours. its strengthless and i'm so sleepy, my mind is empty and just thinking about durian. i want durian..:) LOL!
i didn't burn the midnight oil and i won't cause for me, i think it is not worth for burning the midnight oil just because an exam. i won't sacrifice my sleeping time for minor matter. ohh, so ego huh!
i got enough sleep for 8 hours, but people always say i look fatigued. i don't know why
maybe my body is not healthy anymore, i'm run out of nutritious. i'm getting older and older.
soon to be granny :(, i will have 2 grandson and 2 grand daughter, i'll make up for my grand daughter and teach my grandson to flirt with girl, tactics and told them what girls loves, what girls wants, you know, girls are very annoying. sometimes they say this then turn out to be others at the end. *yeah, i'm girl too so i know what girls want
hey! is too early to think that *slap myself haha!!

so, one down for now and 2 more to go =)
i got a one week rest, the second and third paper will be held on next week.Yiipee!
grab my time, study hard, study smart :) goodbye!

I'm proud of you

2011-04-04T13:25:00.003+08:00

First of all, i would like to say thanks to my very best lecturer. Mr.Yip.

He is one of my lecturer in this short semester.

Usually, short semester will be a very heavy and suffer semester as it only conduct for one and a half month while the long semester will take for 3-4 months.

Imagine how squeeze and pack of our timetable. We have to finish up 3 assignments in this one and a half months. Everything seems to be impossible and i hate short semester for no reason. :)

Okay, Mr.Yip is my lecturer who teach me relationship marketing. Its not an easy subject.

I still remember the very first time i saw him was during my first tutorial class. I skipped his lecture during the first week of school reopen. *i give myself an extra holiday :)

Normally, the first week of the tutorial class we have to wear full armor in order to protect ourself. hahax!

This is because my friends and I normally will not complete our homework. We brings an empty paper to the class and sometimes even worst, we don't even have the question paper.

And here comes the bombs and AK47, teacher keep shooting and scolding us. I'm sick of that and also used to it. of course, no one loves to get scold right? Me too, but no choice, i'm just too lazy, i don't like to do homeworks.

Back to the topic, before Mr.Yip tutorial class, i still remembered that i'm so hardworking that i went to the library to borrow text book and search for the answer. so hardworking. xD

i complete 2 out of 4 questions. its better than none. Then i walk in proudly to the class as i know yea, i had done the homework.

I'm waiting for him to discuss on the question. but the very first things he say is "take out a piece of paper and copy down the answer."

Deep inside my heart, i start questioning myself, what the heck is going on to this lecturer. What is he doing?? giving answer just like this? i'm so pissed as i had done the tutorial question. Okay fine, i just copy down everything from him.

After he give out all the answer and he start to explain each of them to us. Maybe this is the way he teach his students. This brings advantages to me as i don't have to do my homeworks anymore. :) happy!

Times fly, and reached to the times that we have to start our assignments.

Can't deny that, i scold him a lot and even curse him, *sorry sir :(

I did really hate him at that period as he is really very strict on what he want from us.

We redo our assignment for i don't know how many times, the feeling of being rejected is so pissed.

At that moment, i'm giving up to everything as not only the assignment get rejected, others subject did the same.

My group member all gone mad to complete those assignment. Honestly, he did gave us a lot of guidances, he spent half of the class period to check our assignment and tell us which part that we did wrong.

By doing his assignments, i had learnt many things that other lecturer didn't teach us.

He teach us on the words used to capture people attention when they first look into the assignment,

the needs for balancing the content of each part,

the used of 5W and 1H to elaborate our assignment.

Moreover, he also teach us how to do a great presentation. He teach us a lots of things.

He is the sir that i never met before, he can think outside the box, he can accept new things, he encourage us to do what we feel is right.

He didn't fix us on all the ways he want us to be. He is flexible.

Last Friday was the last class of him, i went to the class, the day before it, my class-rep called him,

and tell him that there will be no one attending the class, guess what he answered?

"Never mind, I'll be there".

He is the most responsible teacher i had met. He is just like the angel to us.

I attend his last class and 3 of my classmates, he guide us again on the exam questions.

And he told us to read more to gain more knowledge as it is really important to us when we come out to work.

At the last section, he called us to write down 3 questions on a piece of paper,

1st: what had you learnt in this semester

2nd: what you expected to learnt in future

3rd: others (praise/ whatever you want to scold)

i wrote to him, and bottom of it i leave my email to him.

I wish to keep in touch with this best lecturer, he teach me a lots.

And the next day, i received his email.

ya, this is what i received. i'm so happy and so motivated after i read this.

i read this again and again, i repeat it for thousand times.

He changed a lots of me. I'm so proud of him. Mr. Yip, thank you so much.

You gave everything of you to the students, you guide us steps by steps to make our ways easier,

you didn't give up of us even when we had give up ourselves.

the quote from you "What happen to you is happen for you".

Thank You.

Its the time !

2011-04-04T11:11:00.005+08:00

I think this is the time that i'm really back.
i should start to carry on the habit of writing diary,
as human brain is not as well as computer.
there are still constrain in our brain, we are not able to memorize and remember everything in our daily life. What happen today, sometimes i can't even remembered it at the next day.
So, here is the used of my lil bloggie.

I create it years ago and i kept neglecting her. so sorry.
There is the reason for why i stop blogging once ago.
First, due to the internet services in the place i stay is not working anymore.
Second, things happen here is too dull. Things repeat the same each day, therefore, i found that there is nothing to blog about.
But now, i found my life is getting more and more interesting day by day.
i got my friends in the college. We are getting closer to one another.
We hang out, we chit-chat during the break time. We go to the class together.
Laughing and smiles is everywhere at our face.
Although i don't know whether this is the real feeling they are having same as me,
or they are just hiding the actual one in their heart.
But i just want to tell them, i'm really happy to have them as my friends.
That's true. No cheating =), i'm good baby.

This is what i wanted for so long since last time.
Fyi, last time, the relationship of us is not that close, we are all having our own time. like there is barriers with one another. I don't know whether is me myself too sensitive or....that's true.
anyhow, things goes better now. i love it =)

It lefts about 5 months then we will graduate.
Then, we will all heading towards to our own goal and destination.
Some of them is going to switch to other University,
Some will stop studying,
The other portion of them will continue their study at advance level
while the others... i don't know.
But i'm planning to go overseas.
Everything is still under planning. Its haven't being decided yet.

I found that things around me are going to changed tremendously in this whole year.
so, here i'm to note down everything to make sure its going to be the history of my life.